It´s been such a long time I haven´t written in English...lol... That fact reminded me when I started university, it was so hard for me to write in Portuguese, after all, I was pretty much used to writing in English all the time and all day long... good times!!! But writing in English for me is something like a "part of me". Since I was a boy, I always knew I would be a teacher of ENGLISH! However, expressing my feelings in English has also a special meaning to me: that´s the moment I´m in deep touch with my innermost! Some people believe that one isn´t me, but I´m sure we´re so involved that we understand and help each other pretty much well! This morning, my partner woke up saying he had a terrible night, dreamed about my being with other guys, and then he said something like this: "You´ve made that NASTY face, that one only SuperMale does, I got furious!!!!"... yes, I think I´d say SuperMale isn´t me, but he´s certainly part of me! And he gets along so well with myself that we never get over our limits, we get over our obstacles, but respecting my body and my natural metamorphosis, which is vital for long Life! Some people could say SuperMale is my Guard Angel, or some kind of a spirit who protects me (but also gets pleased with my carnal feelings, we have to admit...lol), or, for my atheist friends, they´d probably say: "He´s gone nuts completely this time, no way!".
Anyway, what really matters for me is that SuperMale makes me be a REAL SUPER MALE!!!!! But the REAL meaning of this SUPER MALE, just a few people will be able to understand because it requires some special kind of sensitivity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wrote in English because what makes SuperMale different is that he likes to speak to me and express his feelings in his mother tongue, which is English!!!! However, NOW, it´s me the one who´s writing, Sergio, but he´s right here beside me!
Fortal, sunny afternoon, 14.40 LT
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